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I am HIS PRIVATE collection

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I am what he says I am. As glass grazes across my canvas erecting a coming of the taste.  O how the bitterness of the will. I try to calculate myself as well so slightly slowly as I get to know you lord. Am I a disappointment as well as I want to be. As I do not so I will walk as I did. I will wait as I am to wait. To be still for I can but can not. As I wait for his arrival. For his embrace. His story ,his maker ,his feelings ,his mind. O how I could get lost in his mind. As I will always seek that part of Jesus to know his story to taste his regrets ,his human eyes,his relationship with the land,the people ,the emotions the all. This is reserved for the God of his designs how I would pay as want to demand it  I promise to any amount asked to know that very amount I will pay. Marry me kiss me again my friend for we were only kids when we eloped in the creek. The darkness is near he told me as he lead me down the railroad tracks instead. As I was scared he said fear not I am n...

delusion is a belief that has no evidence in fact — a complete illusion. The cook at the hot dog stand who thinks he is the best chef in the world? That opinion is definitely a delusion. Why ? Because he isn't . Said who ? Aha 😁 now we got a topic of conversation as the angles are many. When does one diagnosis, refute (never always professional),and let people be open in safe places. What do they call safe ? Well the fact of the matter is no one at all can tell anyone what is considered safe until you met people that are analytical as they will root cause it ,sleep it ,eat it breath it as to the other issue they either lie cheat steal or manufacture harness bad or good. You choose the topic we can friendly debate. Open honest evidence based no one it right or wrong until someone hurts. Even then it is a coin toss. All times regulate staying neutral. Are you learning to hold dominion ,react to ,be the best at ? Then you're in the wrong section please sit down. Are you here to fail ? To heal many to heal yourself 1st. Trauma therapy 😭 you can not unfortunately give yourself. Why is that ? You have to tap into sub layers , subconscious awareness as well as be bias ,root cause ,healing the ones that hurt you ummm no fitin your own shoes it is keys to your happiness. Do you feel the need to prove yourself or get mad when you are not heard ? Then heal more. Are you tired of XYZ does someone make you make decisions plant more. Do you not plant then don't expect harvest,someone helping you cultivate then shut your smart ass mouth as the scriptures read " a man that never seeks never seats" also a man that will not listen to an elder and take offense is not ready to learn at all. As I much drop on the tunes outters of my life I am grateful you have shaken your head as to no questions if one was asked you get to know me.

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delusion is a belief that has no evidence in fact — a complete illusion. The cook at the hot dog stand who thinks he is the best chef in the world? That opinion is definitely a delusion. Why ? Because he isn't . Said who ? Aha 😁 now we got a topic of conversation as the angles are many. When does one diagnosis, refute (never always professional),and let people be open in safe places. What do they call safe ? Well the fact of the matter is no one at all can tell anyone what is considered safe until you met people that are analytical as they will root cause it ,sleep it ,eat it breath it as to the other issue they either lie cheat steal or manufacture harness bad or good. You choose the topic we can friendly debate.  Open honest evidence based no one it right or wrong until someone hurts. Even then it is a coin toss. All times regulate staying neutral. Are you learning to hold dominion ,react to ,be the best at ? Then you're in the wrong section please sit down. Are ...

He lifted me up to stand on Great Mountains

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Amberta from home state health as I see you lower case your card. As well you should. Kyle how is it that I can't even get a doctor appointment for my two cards one being Medicaid as well online takes all but the insurance i have. As that is supernatural to me. Has to be I have been here before not paranoid strait weirded out by it. As I must be doing it right or wrong as he GOD guides me through my life as well I trust him. I couldn't be alive just for punishment can I ? As I asked if he needed anything he says nothing litrally remapping my brain 🧠. I was a INFP UFO non however I am now an INTJ. Go figure. As this is why I trust God that is impossible to change your inhouse intuition as to your receptions in the brain like that.  Economics of the world the world being my map the map being my snaps and buckled a shoe. O Benjamin franklin you stole my heart I had to give you the electromagnetic field's as years later one the wind as to this gal I ......

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There is a system of interpretation of words through their numerical values as is called gematria. It is a traditional in my study of theological text to interpret the Hebrew alphabet in English as if you couldnt I did and do try .  As my method of studying my Hebrew as God is quite the challenge to pay attention to as im always a bushel less flamed as I peck. Like a little blue bird running around his house he says he yawns not. I blush. The mondaine of the Bible in English is it to end soon? I hope for not for there are a many a book with millons of facts floating about. I learn he says as I can fast as im trying to retain and retrain. I have read many and more to please no one. I want to be busy he said he wants your mind to heal first. As it has taken so many learned sonce birth hits I successfully mushed my therms neuropathed ibto a burst changing my very own neuroplasticity. I also went from a INFP Myer Briggs Personality type to a Logitician .... how incredible as I hope to ...

For the young men and the few

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 As to thus tiered reconsiderations from me are advised as I have set the bar for the leadership of this world in ways more then none . Ha as to the serious entry ....here goes my training as I have been away in college of the most high revisionals of my former self as I am in an adventure: To this photograph: I as in Rebecca Anne Guard have never had majority of these mutli acknowledged needs . As these are not necessarily in order as not to be a stickler as some of us beat the odds as I trust I did. However one has to overlap another as I have found gaps in all areas out here as I have been on a vast travel abroad vibrating high to change my sons existence and his future before I leave this said earth. As to Brandon  ,Dakota Kyle ,Ryan, and Dylan as I miss you all in ways more than one as I didn't have much however I am leaving behind you all a legacy of me. As to if you Kyle ever thought mom was nuts I am lol just not in the ways you know as to Brandon that if I...

The Narrative from the Narcissists Abroad

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Ok ok I will profile you please meme it up or down i can for your saker to be quite a faker as it was your frown  i needed to turn upside down.  You are a victim well yes you are as to how do you do ? Trust me yes I am a predator not the least however I will show you my best to view.  A Iove bomb?! You said to me haha Girrrrl quite your playin....kiss kiss .....if you keep being "negative" I'm something that you'll miss. The make it or brakes it code are you truly his ? Hiss hiss risk risk for he has another right behind you crying I miss you I miss us and this.   Healthy communications? but ahh ha I shut you up ,for you didn't think I threaten you to hop back in my hemi a not afford truck again madam how do you a do.   By your surprise it was not your eyes  I despise as you lay your sureness to my throne as merrily a flower held so much power I hear it in your footsteps roam.   I can get me into your house, as you tell me yo...

The Unseen as Angels do Entertain

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The Unseen of the realm as I have experienced it  Crucifixual lessons while I journey and jury with God as I know Him to be. Ominous infinite as I meta met HE as he puts it I am what I am and he says I am-Rebecca Guard  Lesson numeral not an Uno.... an Omni. As he surrended me homeless 2 years ago after he called me to the court floor.  The chapter layered out ,he began.  1.How to survive without money. 2.Without a foundation  3. Can you without people.( Was a challenge )  4. Without a shelter.   5.Clothing thyself in the elementals without asking what are why.  6. To carry on with ones own life as if you are rich for you are.   I went on as one person to it. It being the challenge played forth by the Lord.  " What is this all about" I asked him one day. " It is in not all but some" was his answer. . So I  traveled. I walked across my nation, only adhering to the sound of his voice.  Even if I do not know ...

Beatus of Liébana

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(. 730 – c. after 785) was a monk, a theologian, and author of the "Commentary on the ApocaThis had a local influence, mostly in the Iberian Peninsula, up to about the 13th century, but is today remembered mainly for the 27 surviving manuscript copies that are heavily illustrated in an often spectacular series of miniatures that are outstanding monuments of Mozarabic art. Examples include the Morgan Beatus and Saint-Sever Beatus; these are covered further at the article on the book. Most unusually for a work of Christian theology, it appears that Beatus always intended his book to be illustrated, and he is attributed with the original designs, and possibly the execution, of the first illustrations, which have not survived. However here it is worth 8 to be on my hand similarities which the holy spirit moved my hand metaphysically and drew an 8 on the palm of my hand.  At least to me I see where it is for the picture below it has a serpent with a knot like a ...