The Unseen as Angels do Entertain

The Unseen of the realm as I have experienced it 

Crucifixual lessons while I journey and jury with God as I know Him to be. Ominous infinite as I meta met HE as he puts it I am what I am and he says I am-Rebecca Guard 

Lesson numeral not an Uno.... an Omni. As he surrended me homeless 2 years ago after he called me to the court floor.  The chapter layered out ,he began. 

1.How to survive without money.

2.Without a foundation 

3. Can you without people.( Was a challenge ) 

4. Without a shelter.  

5.Clothing thyself in the elementals without asking what are why. 

6. To carry on with ones own life as if you are rich for you are.  

I went on as one person to it. It being the challenge played forth by the Lord.  " What is this all about" I asked him one day. " It is in not all but some" was his answer. . So I  traveled. I walked across my nation, only adhering to the sound of his voice.

 Even if I do not know where I am,he does.  As he was the one waiting of me not I of him.Where I am God? "Right on schedule of."  O I don't like that I say to him as I wonder is it my schedule or his . As mine can get one to waste an entire life. "As in to be used or not as we all are used God have you made a decision?" As I realized I was about to. I ask for forgiveness. As to anyone I hope you to make it the call to be able as we truly are all able. 

7. How to navigate my compass

A none but I do rely on his. As for my mind to stay calm I try as I'm deemed ADHD for the smart people beware we do not talk as you talk nor walk as you as well we are small vipers beware If we were to bite you ,you surely would of not known for we are kind.  But if we did ,..... True to the words I wouldn't if they are a creative.  As we like to think we could. As for my natural thoughts I inspire to try to stay neutral as too the natural stirring of people's situationals. As to their moods I wish to steer clear. However I'm exhausted in that strategy for my safety sake of things no sweet spot has unearthed. So I do as told with no choice but to comply. And THAT angers the Lord God. As to Surrender to anyone it is to him!  As I just realized if I surrended to abuse then I might be serving the other as to maybe I'm to refut  as to protect the God with in me. As he is within me. 

8. To not forget why he loved me so . 

as I help him understand as well as I don't myself know . He was crucified . As to my unawaress is also insulting. Why do you not love me I say. To even out ones attitude it is even lost to where to be as in natural or neutral. This spirit God sent me out too . 

9.To understand it's not my mission to have missiles thrown at me. 

As  I battled against him, as not to of won yet as I stopped to understand him first.  He was never in myself as the beast tried a few times.  He does follow me in temptation . As in others I can not be neither at the same time as well as indifferent to his own self. I will leave it at that.  All serene to that is in himself. The ego.  Maybe the whole. Best to try for evenness and balance as I can only suggest if you force me to for im unconditional in my unconcern for the unconcerned. 

10. To be like Christ 

One would be crazy to try for parallel as if the notion itself wasn't vain it is blasphemous . As if it were achievable then God must of split in two for himself to be a compare for his word. At first was the word a man would thank Jesus for his giving as it is a safe place to be home as God very well had sacrificed him. 

11. Conscious awareness 

For I have had my face buried into the ground for the lack of my mind . Consious and constant awareness of my very own thoughts while God is housed within me. As to if he heard me say I'm sorry one more time he like to hear it twice. "I'm sorry lord for the things I know not of your way but I try. I forget too as I wish not to be human sometimes. But I can love you in my way please forgive me Jesus " as it can get a bit dicey in the human woman of things. 

12. To speak of him to others. 

 Well he is patient. As I mean Jesus. His father is well.... he is just. The son can not without the father as well as it is a family company . His temperament ? Well with me he is omnibiantualy sentimentally inclined to decline as all husbands so do . As I married the faith. And as a man who is married if you were to know or not they decline back in refusal to his own hue stall times not to apologize to one of my many womanly moods. He seems to chuckle at me. Which angers me as I will show him as if he will laugh some more. if it was the only thing to go on in life I choose to manipulate him into courtship and he knows it. "God is a jealous God", as he might be jealous I trouble him not with the hue of mine as I am most jealous of all. 

13. He is all of our God

No you may have melodied a song about him and yourselves but he is was and is to be only mine. See jealousy . As he questions me you will hear me say "Yes very well carry on as I understand I have no choice to this ". I have to share nothing as he reassured what is ours in him is strait ours. 

14. To talk of how I know to be him. 

Puzzles are magnificent to the Lord. As in God as well as the holy spirit they as in the Trinity of the triangle walk you talk as thee you lose yourself in the magic.  To be spoiled enough as the coined term means you can test our Lord, your God but as not to bet on your wage.  (As to remind you he is a loving God)   But if you as well feel so desperate to ask things one comes to mind. 

15. Has he left you ?

 Yes I assure you he has as he said he would be right back . As he knocked? Has and had too? Yes. Often. A few. Did you open ? For a few as well? I see. 

 He will knock ,you will answer as to please make him comfortable in your house and I do not mean materialistc as much as I am to the inside in both. Do not bother with " as for me and my house ....". People will know who you and your house praise, as I hope as well as most that you are practicing those attributes of he . He being Jesus. 

16. Thée they and thus. 

To be in his will , to be of the spirit as you trans smooth into that of everlasting life as suffering is apart of it. As well as one do yourself a favor by loosening the strings that once bound you to mind you no more.  

17. His call 

He will call and you will answer.  No matter who you are,what you do or done you will answer . Just be and that is busy in not on.  I am patient too lord as I tell him .  

18. The chase as he is my only "flame"

As God likes to chase me as I chase him as well as I suggest as a lure in the Lord as to you as well. He has a preference too not to you as is he loves to watch what you come up with. As to hear him chuckle when you are ever so mad. He does lol. I hope not to remind him it was i that silenced him. Now we will know who gets mad. Me again lol. As he knows the inner thoughts that I am being playful. But the thought to the rather in the disrespect scared me to think it. I think he likes that too.  

19.. I am an ant but a brave ant to try to beat up the tree. 

" The tree grew from a mustard seed madam so sit down and recall the walk from the planting of said tree." . Here he goes " was it your seed or ours?" O his arrogance turns me arrayed as also to blush as well. As he continues "I'm sure you can not blame the rain as it was already there before you were born." 

20.. I blamed someone else 

 "Or Blame the farmer "

21.. To be humble

And I was humbled. The parables in my walk . As I want not but the way for him . I want not to be a widow no more. Marry me I beg him. Merry me please he says. And that's why at least I as in Rebecca love him.  

 22.. I was found 

Because I knew it once as he lost me as for now I am found. As long as God is my love as I creep towards his bosom I have wanted not but for a kiss. Until then I give thanksgiving to him who has kept me. 

23. My hope 

As Jesus is my Savior as he leveled the fields to plant the seeds as to the fruits i hope to of the holy Spirit to help me bring forth an offering of my best. Fruits of all kinds to give my God a spread to be remembered and worked with my own rep hands. 

24 . Ominous love

It is not to be easy as it has taken the eye of an needle as to get to him. As to anyone I was unprepared as to anyone that reads this bring forth your own needle and thread to compare while in the presence of our lord your God. Try to define that parable and let me know.  As you will want to repair yourself as well as want to repair him. As if he is in need is to ask him and please do . 

As about the author of this and as to my relationship with God. I share me. As to be me is to be known I influence the emotionally unbalanced in this world . I stir their surroundings, I silently alone influence the actions taken on one too.im being used. To unearth all where the knew not of lays.  I'm sure they call it a healer to the devil as I'm too humble to admit the ones I have healed ,as I believe the healer never was me it was God and healing is to understand the evil of others. He healed as you can also as to if anyone asks me how to get to God my answer will be the same. You answer as well the same to search is to find. To find is to know . To grow f

Is dependant on you. How fond are you of him. To fond be fond of jesus is to be found by God. Period. As Love is the music God only tolerated. Christian love and Godly love there is a major difference. For you can call yourself anything you want other then. I am watered by the maker not the way.

I have his eyes ,the ability to see