If you don’t know your own strength —
then how the hell am I supposed to carve out time to teach it to you?
Every single child that lands on my desk,
fresh outta high school,
without the spine to critically think or question —
I’m looking straight at you, Peggy Sue.
Yes, you.
Sitting under your late husband’s mantle clock,
wearing a ring from a man you never married,
painting empathy onto beige walls that never raised a voice.
Where are the men?
Where are the builders?
These women out here are raising
fresh-scented, screen-scrolled, softened mules —
legs hairless, hands clean,
souls nowhere near the grit of the ground.
No callouses. No timber in their tone.
Just beard-filtered boys
playing Dungeons & Dragons in dungeons they built in their mother's basements.
And I’m out here —
Sitting still.
Scent on the wind.
Waiting.
Waiting for the rugged ones.
The ones with resolve in their step and thunder in their decisions.
For the de-masculated to resurrect
and remind me what it feels like to be sat down in the presence of strength.
Do you exist?
Can you hear me?
I’m not asking.
I’m summoning.
So if you’re out there,
come find me —
and sit me down hard.
The Waiting Young
The Unseen as Angels do Entertain
The Unseen of the realm as I have experienced it Crucifixual lessons while I journey and jury with God as I know Him to be. Ominous infinite as I meta met HE as he puts it I am what I am and he says I am-Rebecca Guard Lesson numeral not an Uno.... an Omni. As he surrended me homeless 2 years ago after he called me to the court floor. The chapter layered out ,he began. 1.How to survive without money. 2.Without a foundation 3. Can you without people.( Was a challenge ) 4. Without a shelter. 5.Clothing thyself in the elementals without asking what are why. 6. To carry on with ones own life as if you are rich for you are. I went on as one person to it. It being the challenge played forth by the Lord. " What is this all about" I asked him one day. " It is in not all but some" was his answer. . So I traveled. I walked across my nation, only adhering to the sound of his voice. Even if I do not know ...
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